WHAT I SEE IN THE FUTURE???

Recently I've been feeling very down for some reason but, I can't wrap around my head what it is. Even though events occur we always push on and see what could help us or benefit us in many ways. I've noticed that now I listen to only certain opinions unlike the other times where I don't I've seen myself transfer from a new person to another. I can see myself looking at those who doubted me and prove them that throughout all the stress and obstacles I came through and worked hard for what I wanted. I can see myself asking for help and making sure that each day I proceed and keep learning the ways that I can to help myself and make sure I'm happy and that no one really knows me.