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So far yesterday November 13th, 2019 i decided to cut my hair. My mom and I decided we should for the fact that my hair isn't going to grow any longer and that it's better to start off fresh and not use any heat towards my hair. As of this I'm having trouble to maintain my sadness because the lady cut off to many inches and I feel that now I'm Dora. In so many ways I tried not to cry but of course typical Rubi had a breakdown and couldn't help anymore. So many things were in my head that I couldn't capture anything but to continue because its already done, you can't go back to something that been done permanently. I decide to take a shower but once I'm out i keep looking into the mirror to see that because of the haircut I'm someone new with a different character. I woke up feeling beautiful this morning November 14th and i surprised my boyfriend who thought it was a nice haircut for my style. In reality I feel like one physical thing can affect us a lot.